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Yeah... Guess what another one is here... Just i don't know what i can say here without angering people.... Just i feel like i'm the only one is trying to do something good.. Yet it feels like my heart is only get stepped on. I trust the ones i care about and i know only a few amount that i know trust me... Everyday is a struggle to go through life watching others be happy and joyful. Where was that feeling i had so long ago? Life hurts... Working one job is tough but wanting to work two jobs to make better money is even tougher. Especially for when you have plans. Plans that you want to see go through... To be able to see the people you want

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It is new for me to do this. It's 3 in morning and i refuse to go to sleep..... I refuse to sleep because i know i will end up doing something i rarely do..... Just like someone i know who hardly never cries.... My heart aches so much but i can't let it over take me... But i am afraid to sleep.... I don't want to dream of the past that would hurt me so much more than what i am already feeling.... I need a job.... I need money so i can leave my home to start a new.... I don't even know if any will read this or even care..... I just need to try a vent out something before i go insane and rip my nephew's head off...... I haven't felt pain like t